Well, I could only open and read 2 poems. The other 2 are just scribbles. The one that you called ‘what is this life’ is excellent. The message conveyed emotions, rhythm, and meaning. However you need to work a little more on choice of words. The other poem in which you say ‘I packed my heart and tears’ is not bad but not as good as first one. It is not as vigorous as the first one. You have to work on the rhythm of the poem and need to re-select your words. When I have the time, I’ll try to fix them for you. I think you are making your first steps towards becoming an amateur poet in addition to being a painter. Why not it is good to have some kind of talent and have the time to practice and perfect it. Then use it to express whatever things we feel and experience and share those lovely words with others.

As for the camera, I think your picture is not as good as your poems. You manage words better than a computer camera. You need to read the brochure and practice taking pictures. You have to pay attention to where the light is coming from. In the picture you sent, I think you were facing the light and you need to change the angle. Read the brochure and see what they say about the camera setting and lighting.